Affairs

I am not one to judge others, its not my place

But really with everything I have been through in the last year if someone is going to have an affair you don't go bragging to what you call a friend knowing their feelings.

I cared about you as a sister when i was told to leave you in the trash can where you belonged, but I fought what I was told cause I cared about you, I was always honest with you about my feelings and yet when you get caught in a lie like you knew you would the first person you blamed was me, Oh well. its your loss not mine. Just a word of advice, B will never marry you, Bryan he is better off without you, you if you are so unhappy like you claim you are leave get a divorce. Walking away is better than adultery.

Feeling Better

Well days have gone by and the boys are doing much better I actually got sleep lastnight, and I was able to get all 3 younger kids to nap at the same time today so I was able get some studing done and the house was so quiet.
The boys are growing so fast. They get around the house fairly well. They get up on all 4's and launch themselves across the floor to get to where they want to go or get to what they want. They are sitting up on their own. And every day they look more and more like their father. They will be 7ms old in 5 days and are doing so well, they even hold their bottles. I'll post current photos soon

Kids

Please don't think I don't love my kids or that I don't love being a mom because I love both more than life itself. However being a mom of twins is hard sometimes. The last couple of days have been the hardest since we brought them home from the hospital. We just got all moved in to our new home and since the first night it seems that both boys are sick, so for the last 3 nights I haven't had any sleep and then lastnight my oldest twin Tristyn and my youngest daughter were both up all night crying. It didn't matter what I did for both of them they just didn't feel good and they cried. I had each one on a knee rocking them and they still cried. Finilly at 5am after being up ALL night they woke daddy up, he came out and smiled at them and they were happy me on the other hand all I wanted to do was sleep. I think I caught something from them cause boy I have been really sick for days now. But sleep for me won't come till tonight, the older kids had to be at school at 730am and JC leaves for work at 630am and that left we awake with all the kids. Today has been no different than it was lastnight. Except my daughter isn't crying shes in a farely good mood, and shes being such a good girl. The boys on the other hand I'll get 1 asleep and the other 1 will wake up crying.
Just a bad day for the boys..

My new castle

Well after many of months looking for the right house we finally found it. Yep that's right we bought another house. Many years ago this house was offered to my IL's but they turned it down said they didn't want it. So it went into forecloser we kept looking into it waiting for it to come up for sale again. Then 4 months ago it came up for sale, but by the time we found out it was to late someone had already bought it. We knew it would be for sale again. Then on Oct 1st, our 8yr anniversary I picked the kids up from school and on the way home something told me to drive by the house, so I did. As I turned the corner I saw the man pound the FOR SALE sign into the yard. I stopped and waited for him to finish doing what he was doing. He told me I could go look, so I did. I tried to call JC the whole time I was there. When the man came into to talk to me I was already in love with the house. I told him that, asked him how much he was asking for it. My mouth hit the floor, wow the price was so low, it was less than what we paid for our last house. I asked him what I needed to do to buy it he told me he needed all our information and then asked if I was married and if my husband knew what I was doing. At that moment I really didn't care I knew JC would understand when I talked to him after he got home. I gave the guy everything he needed to sell us the house. JC got home just about an hour later I was so excited I didn't even give him a second once he walked in the house, I gave him the keys and told him to go look. He came home after looking at the house and told me to call the owners and tell them it was sold. LOL I told him I had already done that while I was there. The following Tuesday we closed on our new house. Then started moving in the next day, we are now fully moved in to our wonderful castle.
It is so nice to be able to turn around in your kitchen without running into something or stepping on someone. All the kids now have their own rooms, except the twins who are happy sharing a room with each other.

About Me...

About me for those who don't know me.

I am happily married for 8yrs. I would like to say wonderful years but can't tho I can say long years and the light at the end of those long years is finally here. Our marriage at first was rough but we made it though EVERYTHING spite what everyone said, thought, and felt. Now many years later we have a beautiful large family. We have 5 wonderful kids.
Brooklyn age 7 is awesome you would actually think she was 16 if you didn't know better. She is almost as tall as me she's the best daughter any mother could ask for.
Christyan is 6 and all boy, really all mama's boy but still all boy. He still has alot of growing up to do but he will get there in time. He also is great, tho he has his moments he's still a good boy. And so good with his younger brothers and sister.
Arwyn she's 2 and boy is she something else. She's all daddy's girl. For being 2 she is a great big sister and talk about looking after her little brothers, she calls them "her babies".
Tristyn & Bristyn born March 26th 6wks early. They ended up staying in NICU for 4 weeks. They are healthy, happy and spoiled. Both of them look like their daddy. Both have brown eyes, dark hair and kinda dark skin. They are working on sitting up, crawling, and cutting teeth all of which started at the same time. We are however sleeping pretty much through the night. They go to bed at 9pm and most nights don't wake up till 5am when daddy goes to work.
I am working on my 3yr year of school 2 left, I'm on the fast track. I am studing to be a family lawyer. Not to handle divorces but to help the abused kids.
We bought our house in 2005 it was a nice little place great place for a first home. But we out grew it and now are selling it.